I wish you didn’t let yourself slide the way you did, especially in front of me after we lost mommy, i cant even say if i was mommy girl or daddy’s girl but i got that bit of a chance to grow a relationship with you, it hasn’t even been a year and that i cant realize it. you moved in with me because you didnt want to leave me alone with my grandparents, you wanted to try and gain more of a relationship with me which i loved, you were so hurt from loosing the love of your life but you still fought for me just like mom, you both made me feel like i was worth something to fight for your lives for. i hated seeing you so sad about mom all the time and both of us balling our eyes out of missing her, our relationship got so strong near the end and you getting sick so sudden broke my heart even more, i miss you just as much, seeing you around, coming to my room and smashing it hard enough that i opened it to tell you whats wrong, to play wrestle with you, being your ton boy of a daughter, being your gay daughter which you made me come out and got me more comfortable with it. all of it just brings me to tears but im still being as strong as i possibly can for you both, i miss you so much daddy.. you would probably be yelling at me to get myself straight with alot, not literally straight but fixing my issues and snapping me out of it

but im trying like i said, you gotta give me some credit (: i wish i saw you before you passed away, that day.. i miss you so much dad. 

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